Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @5/27/2008 01:26:00 AM
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What should i say here......... my feeling now is @^&*%^&*()(#$%^ ........ but how come? how>? one thing i learn from Gerard is "how? HOW? HOW?" haha.....
The feeling now is juz like.......
- i want to walk in "A" direction... but i am thinking of "B" direction......
- the thing is i cannot accept myself to walk in "A" direction while thinking of "B" direction
- But i cannot go for "B" direction because is an dead end.... and also..... dangerous route with obstacles which block me.
-but yet i thinking of it.
I cannot be like cmc or zm, walk in both directions and anyhow scatter their bullets. Really cannot. how? how? HOW?
- That's why i STOP WALKING and STAND in the middle of the LOST ROAD waiting for lorry to bang me hard then i can die off immediately and go to a better place and sell insurance. haha
When talk about insurance, !!!!!!! how come i knock on "PEOPLE"'s door but only DOGS and MAID entertain me.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where are all the PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Always Waiting*