Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @12/11/2007 05:12:00 PM
11/12/2007 1715
today is so bored.. 2 of my buddies nv come to work. Leaving me behind. so sad. haha however i will still go for appointment tonight.
i long time don have this type of feeling already.... this kind of ''empty' feeling! Is like kind of "missing", "sad", "want to know but scare to face", "don dare to ask"........ only 1 person in this world can affect my mood until like this and that is you.
1000 sentences from 1000 people, millions words from million of ppl can't affect/hurt my feeling...... but juz a simple sentence from your mouth can kill me instantly... although is not purposely but stilll... haha pain.
1 question, " will you go mad? ...... if ......"
my answer, " i also donno, i hope not.... but i believe i won't go mad... i'll WAIT'
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*Always Waiting*